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dada da [27 Mar 2003|04:46pm]
[ mood | Peachy ]

Nothing too exciting. My tummy is rumbling. I hung out with Brett yesterday and took him to get a new snake. I think the salesguy was hitting on him. So yeah basically I just hung out with Brett and we got Brad and then later I dropped them off at Mulligan's so they could drink themselves shitfaced. I almost hit Brad with my car too when I was backing up ha. I need fucking foooood.

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I CAN'T HAVE MY BABY IN A JAIL CELL!!!! [22 Mar 2003|09:15pm]
[ mood | chipper ]

So yeah. I just got home. I WAS OUTSIDE! *gasp*. Yeah I walked the trail a bit. About 2 miles. Then Brett texted me to hang out. So I showered my nasty ass and picked him up cuz he was in the area. We went to the mall and went to the pet store so he could buy a snake. But the Trekkie lookin' kid said that the snakes in the back were "too vicious"*flicks wrist* So yeah...we ended up scoring fast food at McDonalds and then saw Final Destination 2 at the cheapie movie theater. Can't beat that. I'm pretty sure I saw Jess, Zakk, and crew as I was getting up from my seat. Can it be? I'm thinkin' so. Then I had to stop for ciggs for Brett since I smoked his last one heh. I quit last week riiiiight. So yeah he hops in the car yammering about some lady almost getting hit blah blah as he was walking out and saying dude its like the movie...ha. So now I'm home and I have Mt. Dew. Ahhh. I'm happy. I think Razz deserves a phone call I luv that guy. And yeah tomorrow I'm probably going to go to Brett's to watch 8 mile. Oh yea. I swore to myself I'd never watch it. Fuckchopsticks.

Tourettes. Goodnight.

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Lipstick. [22 Mar 2003|09:48am]
[ mood | awake ]

Um yeah it's really nice and sunny outside, and here I am....inside. Still sick. Apparently. BUT feeling much better :-).I really want to go walk the trail today, but alas I cannot. So it's cleaning up my catastrophe of a room, missd homework, and bass geetar for me.

Yeah I need to expand my knowledge....suggest some good books? Please :-D.

At least being sick I got to finally see Requiem for a Dream and Seven.

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well. [20 Mar 2003|05:05pm]
[ mood | drained ]

Why am I so obcessed with a mental state that isn't even reality, but what I want to feel and taste as reality? Disturbing. Anyways. I'm sick again. Got some blood tests. Sitting here looking like a smak addict. How cuuute. Bed awaiting.

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We taught the brats. [15 Mar 2003|07:38am]
[ mood | cold ]

I haven't written here in a while. I'm cold. I need to shower. I work soon. Ummm yeah oky bye.

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Beloved Jess... [06 Mar 2003|03:11pm]
[ mood | amused ]

I __Heart__ Jessica.
Jessica is __Totally rad__.
If I were alone in a room with Jessica, I would __Die_____.
Jessica needs __A puppy____.
I want to ___See_____ Jessica.
If I used one word to describe Jessica, it'd be ___Gorgeouslyawesmeandtotallywonderful___.
I know that Jessica likes ____Zakk__.
When I think of Jessica, I think of ___Her rocking jacket and banadana and how ubercute she iz____.
Someday, I think Jessica will _____be a famous hippie___.

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New hole for me. [02 Mar 2003|03:36pm]
[ mood | crazy ]

I just got back from Mike's. I got a new piercing. Well I got a surface horizontal piercing under my bellybutton. If you want to know what it looks like ask and I'll show you a pic. Also...I was asking Mike about apprenticeships and he said to come in sometime and talk to him about it. I was like...yeah I'll be 18 in Nov. and he said well I can do it when you're 17 too. So I'm excited. If that worked out I would be ecstatic. Anyways I'm off to watch Fight Club. Cya.

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Linger [01 Mar 2003|07:52am]
[ mood | awake ]

I had the scariest dream that my mom died last night. I woke up in tears, it was horrible. Also...this dream was really weird too. My mom as like dying so my dad took her to get put to sleep...like a dog or something...because she was dying anyways. And she left a will giving me 160$ and 4 bellybutton rings. Odd. Oh and another thing in my dream....it was really jumping around. Me and Joanne went to get our nipples pierced and Troy was going to do it. But Joanne didn't have to pay for hers cuz' I was getting mine done. Like a buy one get one free. Mabe I should stop eating before I go to bed. Ugh I hope this perso doesn't like me like I think he does. Too much stress. I miss Jay. A lot. And it hurts. So much. Worktime...

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And the beat goes on... [27 Feb 2003|09:59pm]
[ mood | bored ]

Well today was quite interesting. Fo' sure. Actually it wasn't. I got a purdy dress for 8 bucks though. That's right cheap as dirt. My stomach feels kinda queazy and I'm getting those dizzy spells again. I hope it snows tomorrow. I feel like I'm on something. No wait..I'm not my mother. Who is now at the moment hopped up on narcotics. Oh I just love telling the story of...hey my mom met courtney love...and then a long pause....at a drug rehab. Yeah I guess I love my mom...my old mom which died about 6 years ago or so. Sad isn't it? Cry me a rivvvvverrrrr...cuz I won't delivvverr. Throdl. fuckright. Sometimes I hate feeling so independent. What a trooper I am. Ha I want June Cleaver to be my mother and Ozzy Osbourne as my dad. What a great fucking Brady Bunch that would be. I also got a cool shirt yesterday. Yep. I have money also. My bass is still out of tune because I'm too lazy to fix it. I feel so blank and numb. Shit a thought of Jay just crossed my mind. Yeah I'm crazy about him. No I can't explain why so stop asking me...and no I have no goddamn clue if he's working or not. I don't even know if he's alive or not. I wonder if he cares if I'M alive or not. I should just forget him for the best..too bad I've been trying for a year now. I am a sucker to say the least. Razz and I had an interesting conversation about bobbleheads and the Jacksons..don't ask unless you are turned on by creepy things..or just don't ask. I WANT TO GET OUT OF THIS HOUSE SO BAD. I don't know what to do. If my parents split and actually move out for once...I don't want to live with my mom....but if I don't she'd prob. end up klling herself by overdose of oxycontin or something. If she dies from any sort of narcotic overdose I'm going to slit the doctor's troats. Vulgar much? Happy bunnies and bright blue skies kind of thoughts Steph cuz' we are alllllll sooooooooo normal.! :-D

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............. [26 Feb 2003|06:16am]
[ mood | embarrassed ]

Did I mention I don't take compliments very well?

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I said a hip hop.... [18 Feb 2003|05:31pm]
Well my mom just called and my dad is going to pick her up at the hospital. They had her on 2 IV's because she was severely dehydrated and they gave her some medication. She has another ulcer but they aren't sure if it's one of the old ones or a new one...the doctor that she needed to see isn't in until Thursday and they weren't going to keep her there so she's coming home and I guess she will be going to see this doctor then Thurs. Anyways,she sounded better. Hm I hope we don't have school tomorrow. I really hate it. On the other hand, I got a lot done today including 2 loads of wash. Well I'm off for now...
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yeah. [18 Feb 2003|12:10pm]
Well let's see...I haven't heard from Jay in about 2 weeks. Maybe he's trying to give me a hint that he doesn't want to be bothered with me anymore? Oh and to top my week besides all this fucking snow...My mom has to go to the hospital today because she's getting the same signs she had when she had her last 4 stomach ulcers. She's vomiting and coughing up blood and she hasn't eaten in 3 days and she can't get up...sooo now the thing is our road isn't even plowed yet heh. Damn township
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Absurd. [16 Feb 2003|09:25am]
I saw Joanne a lot this week. I took her to get her tongue pierced too. Troy did a really nice job. What else... For Valentine's Day Razza drew me this big picture of Betty Page and Marilyn Monroe, it's gorgeous, now I need to get it framed. Joanne and I went to Razz's yesterday too and watched the shining. I'm really tired.
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