Hey everyone. Soo yeah. I've been gone for a while and now I'm temporarily back. Joanne's baby is getting sooooo big! He's adorable!!

Tomorrow I'm going to be a model for a hairshow. I have no idea how they are cutting my hair or coloring it, but I hope it looks okay. I want a fo-hawk.

Uhmmmm....I'm not moving into the apartment now on Monday or EVER because things got a little fucked up. I'm most likely moving to Santa Cruz, California a little bit sooner. I can't wait.

My mom overdosed again. One day it will just be a little too much and she won't be here anymore. I'm trying to just settle with the fact that my parents might both be gone before I ever get married or before I have a kid. Ick.


I havent drank or done any drugs in months. I'm proud of myself.